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The Gift of Witness
Sarah felt something crack open in her chest. “Me too.”
After that, Marcus came to the clinic every Thursday, whether he needed medical care or not. Sometimes he came to read.
Sarah started bringing books from her apartment, ones she’d been meaning to reread or couldn’t bear to leave unfinished.
They’d sit in the waiting room during slow periods and discuss them: Morrison’s “Beloved,” Baldwin’s “The Fire Next Time,” and Steinbeck’s “Grapes of Wrath.”
Other volunteers thought it was strange that Sarah spent so much time with one client. They didn’t understand that Marcus was doing as much for her as she was for him.
He reminded her what it meant to be seen, truly seen, by another human being. As fall turned to winter, Sarah’s energy waned.
She started bringing a thermos of tea to get through her shifts. Marcus noticed immediately.
“You sick?” he asked one Thursday, his voice careful. Sarah had learned not to lie to people who’d survived by reading the truth in others’ faces.
“Yeah. Cancer.” “It’s okay, though.”
“It’s not okay,” his voice was firm. “But I’m here. Whatever you need.”
She almost laughed. What could a homeless man with nothing offer her?
Then she saw his face and she understood. He was offering her what she’d given him: witness, the gift of being seen.
In December, Sarah collapsed at the clinic. When she woke up in the hospital, Marcus was there.
Somehow he’d followed the ambulance and had sat in the ER waiting room for 6 hours. The nurses had tried to kick him out three times.
He looked homeless because he was homeless, but he’d quietly and persistently refused to leave. “She’s my friend,” he’d told them. “She needs someone.”
Sarah’s parents flew in from California. They were horrified to find a homeless man at their daughter’s bedside, and her mother actually called security.
Sarah sent them back to the hotel and asked Marcus to stay. “Tell me a story,” she whispered, her voice weak from pain medication. “Tell me something true.”
Marcus was quiet for a long moment. “Then, when my wife died, I wanted to die too.”
“I spent a year trying to drink myself to death and lost everything in the process.”
“One night I was lying in an alley in the rain, hypothermic and ready for it to be over.”
“This kid, who couldn’t have been more than 16, stopped. He was just some punk with a skateboard and a backpack.”
“He took off his jacket and put it around me, then walked me to a shelter. He didn’t say much, just, ‘My dad died last year. I know how it is.'”
“I never saw him again.” Tears slid down Sarah’s cheeks.
“That’s why you came to the clinic? To be that kid for someone else?”
“No.” Marcus took her hand carefully, as if it might break.
“I came because I was still invisible. You’re the one who saw me, really saw me.”
“You gave me back my name, Sarah—myself. How do I thank someone for that?”
