My Sister Called Me A Hopeless Spinster—Then I Raced The Duke At Dawn
Part 3
The morning mist clung to Hyde Park like a whispered secret on the 15th of May 1816, softening the edges of London’s grandest riding grounds into something almost dreamlike.
Miss Megan Robinson sat a stride her chestnut mare at the periphery of Rotten Row, where the unfashionable riders lingered, watching the elegant parade of society’s finest, as they trotted past on glossy thorbreds worth more than her father’s annual income.
The leather res felt familiar and comforting in her gloved hands, worn supple from years of use, and the warmth of her horse beneath her provided the only genuine comfort she had known in the 3 weeks since her sister had insisted she accompany the family to London for the season.
At 26, Megan knew precisely what she was in the eyes of the ton.
a regrettable spinster, too tall, too outspoken, too enthusiastic about horses and country matters to have ever secured a suitable match.
She had made her peace with it, or so she told herself each morning when she rose before dawn to escape to the park, to this one place, where she could breathe freely and remember who she had been before society’s judgment had settled upon her shoulders like a heavy cloak.
The mayor shifted beneath her, eager to run, and Megan stroked her neck with quiet affection, murmuring softly.
Her brother Tyler had taught her to ride like this, truly ride, before the fever had taken him 5 years ago, and every morning in the saddle felt like a conversation with his memory.
The fashionable set swept past in their perfectly tailored habits, and Megan recognized the high carrying voice of the viscountess before she saw her, that sharp tone that could strip the petals from a rose.
The Viscountess rode alongside two other ladies, and their words drifted back on the cool morning air with cruel clarity.
Poor Megan Robinson, still haunting the park like a ghost, the Viscountess said with a laugh that held no warmth.
One would think she might spare herself the embarrassment truly at her age, clinging to her horse like some manner of groom.
The other ladies tittered, and Megan felt the familiar tightness in her chest, that small death of dignity that came with being discussed as though one were invisible.
She kept her eyes forward, her back straight, refusing to grant them the satisfaction of seeing her flinch.
This was her portion in life, she had learned to be the cautionary tale, the example of what became of girls who loved the wrong things, and spoke too freely, and failed to simper and flatter as society demanded.
But here, in these early morning hours, when the mist still clung to the grass, and her mare danced with barely restrained energy beneath her, Megan Robinson could remember what it felt like to be free.
And for a few stolen moments, that was enough.
The ground trembled first, a low thunder that rolled through the morning air before Megan saw its source.
And then he appeared through the thinning mist like something from legend itself a rider mounted on a stallion so black it seemed to absorb the pale morning light.
The horse was magnificent, all power and controlled grace, its coat gleaming like polished jet.
But it was the man a stride who commanded attention, sitting with the kind of effortless authority that came not from pride, but from absolute mastery of his craft.
Megan recognized him instantly, for who in London did not know the Duke of Ashbourne, though she had never been close enough to see him properly until this moment.
Greg Harrison rode as though he and the stallion were a single creature, his hands light on the res, his posture relaxed yet perfectly aligned, and Megan felt a stirring of genuine admiration in her chest, the kind of recognition that passed between those who truly understood horses.
The fashionable riders ahead of her had noticed him, too, and a ripple of whispered excitement spread through the morning assembly like wind through wheat.
the Duke of Ashbourne out riding.
How extraordinary, the viscountess’s voice carried back, suddenly honeyed, where it had been acid moments before.
And still unwed these two years since the Duchess passed, though heaven knows every ambitious mama in London has thrown her daughter at his head.
He looks rather fierce this morning, does he not?” Megan watched as the Duke guided his stallion past the cluster of admirers with barely a nod of acknowledgement, his expression remote, almost stern, though she thought she detected something weary in the set of his shoulders.
His reputation preceded him like a cold wind, unapproachable, demanding, dismissive of society’s frivolities, a man who had loved his wife deeply, and had retreated behind walls of ice after her death.
He was handsome in a severe way, all strong lines and dark intensity, his hair nearly black, and his eyes, even at this distance, sharp enough to cut.
Megan told herself to look away, to attend to her mare, who was growing restless, but something held her gaze, some quality in the way he rode that spoke to that part of her Tyler had nurtured, the part that understood the conversation between horse and rider.
And then, as if he felt the weight of her observation, the Duke turned his head, and his eyes met hers across the misty expanse of the park.
It lasted only a heartbeat, that moment of connection.
But Megan felt it like a physical touch, a shock of recognition that made her breath catch.
His expression flickered with something she could not name before his attention moved onward, and he continued down the row, leaving Megan suddenly aware of her racing pulse.
She turned her mare away, certain she had imagined any particular notice, for what would a duke see in a woman like her, a spinster relegated to the margins, invisible to men of consequence?
Yet her hands trembled slightly on the res, and the morning suddenly felt different, charged with a possibility she dared not name.
Megan had decided to give her mare her head to let the animal stretch into the caner she had been requesting all morning, and she had just loosened the reinss when a male coach came rattling around the bend with reckless speed, the driver shouting and the horses wildeyed.
Her chestnut mare reared with a scream of terror, and Megan felt herself slipping, her seat compromised, her hands scrambling for purchase as the world tilted dangerously.
And then another horse was there, the black stallion moving with impossible swiftness, and strong hands reached out to steady her mayor’s bridal, a calm voice cutting through the chaos with absolute authority.
Easy now, steady,” the voice commanded.
And whether he spoke to the horses or to Megan herself, she could not say, but the effect was immediate.
Her mare settled, trembling, but no longer panicked, and Megan found herself looking directly into the face of the Duke of Ashbourne, from a distance of perhaps 2 feet, close enough to see that his eyes were not black, as she had thought, but a deep gray, like winter skies.
Are you injured, miss?” he asked, and his voice held genuine concern rather than the polite indifference she would have expected from a man of his station.
Megan’s heart hammered against her ribs, though whether from the near accident or his proximity, she could not determine.
“I am quite well, your grace.
Thank you,” she managed, her voice steadier than she felt.
“You have excellent instincts, both of you.
Your mayor is well trained, and you kept your seat admirably under difficult circumstances.
The compliment, so unexpected and specific, sent warmth flooding through her chest.
“She is my greatest treasure,” Megan said simply, stroking her mar’s neck with a gloved hand.
“My brother taught me that a good horse deserves a rider who will not fail them in moments of crisis.” Something shifted in the Duke’s expression, a softening around his eyes that transformed his stern features into something almost approachable.
“Your brother sounds like a man of wisdom,” he said quietly.
“He was,” Megan replied, and found herself adding, “He died 5 years ago, but I carry his lessons with me every time I ride.” She did not know what possessed her to share such a personal truth with this formidable stranger, but the words emerged naturally without the sering deflection she heard other women employ in the presence of powerful men.
The Duke held her gaze for a long moment, and Megan saw recognition there, the acknowledgement of shared grief perhaps, or simply the respect of one skilled rider for another.
Then you honor him well, miss,” he said, and released her mayor’s bridal, his hands returning to his own reigns with practiced grace.
“I trust you will have no further difficulties this morning.” He inclined his head with perfect courtesy, and Megan found herself responding with equal formality.
“Thank you, your grace, for your timely intervention.” But even as the proper words left her lips, she felt the inadequacy of society’s prescribed responses.
wanted somehow to convey the depth of her gratitude for his kindness.
He seemed to understand, for his expression warmed fractionally before he turned his stallion, and continued down the path, leaving Megan sitting motionless on her trembling mare, her entire body alive with an awareness she had never experienced before.
The ballroom at Peetton House blazed with candlelight that evening, crystal chandeliers scattering prisms across silk gowns and jeweled throats.
And Megan stood in her designated corner beside Mrs.
Weatherbeby and Lady Thornton, two widows of advanced years who had long ago resigned themselves to the role of chaperon and observer.
Her gown was perfectly respectable, a pale blue silk that had been fashionable three seasons prior, altered twice to accommodate changing styles, but never quite achieving the graceful lines of the current mode, and she had long since ceased caring whether anyone noticed her at all.
This was her function now, to provide her sister, Lady Stanton, with the appearance of family support, while remaining sufficiently invisible so as not to draw attention to her unmarried state.
Heather had made her feelings abundantly clear during Megan’s dressing, her pretty face arranged in an expression of sisterly concern that fooled neither of them.
“I do wish you would make some effort, Megan,” she had said, gesturing vaguely at Megan’s simple quaffure and unadorned throat.
You are six and 20, not ancient, and if you would only soften your manner and show some interest in accomplishments beyond horses, perhaps some gentleman of modest expectations might still be persuaded.
Megan had smiled tightly and thanked her sister for her concern, swallowing the observation that Heather herself had been married at 19 to a wealthy vicount, and therefore understood nothing of what it meant to be perpetually overlooked.
Now standing against the pale blue wallpaper, while the young and beautiful danced past in swirls of white muslin and rosewater perfume, Megan felt the familiar weight of resignation settle over her shoulders like a shawl.
She caught fragments of conversation drifting from a nearby cluster of matrons, the viscountess’s carrying voice unmistakable in its cultivated cruelty.
The Elder, Miss Robinson.
Yes, quite on the shelf now.
Such a pity, though one cannot say it is surprising given her unfortunate tendency toward unfeminine pursuits.
I am told she rides like a man and speaks her opinions as though anyone wishes to hear them.
Lady Peton is a saint for continuing to bring her into society.
Megan kept her expression serene, her hands folded loosely before her, having learned years ago that any visible reaction to such remarks only provided additional entertainment for those who delivered them.
Mrs.
Weatherbe patted her arm with surprising gentleness, a silent gesture of solidarity that Megan appreciated more than she could express.
The musicians began a new set, violins soaring into a waltz.
And Megan was preparing to suggest she fetch refreshments, anything to occupy herself usefully, when a ripple of heightened attention swept through the ballroom like wind before a storm.
She looked up to see the cause, and her breath caught in her throat.
The Duke of Ashbourne had arrived, moving through the entrance with that same commanding presence he had displayed on horseback that morning, and every eye in the room turned toward him, with calculations written plainly across eager faces.
The Duke moved through the crowd with the unconscious authority of a man accustomed to deference, his evening dress immaculate in black and white severity that only emphasized the breadth of his shoulders and the austere plains of his face.
And within moments he was surrounded by a fluttering constellation of young ladies in pale gowns, their mas positioning them with the strategic precision of military commanders deploying troops.
Megan watched from her corner with detached observation, noting how Miss Brenda Miller, widely acknowledged as the season’s reigning beauty, maneuvered herself directly into his path with a practiced stumble that required his steadying hand, her golden ringlets and porcelain complexion displayed to perfection in the candle light.
The Duke responded with impeccable courtesy, his expression politely attentive, but revealing nothing of his thoughts, and Megan felt a familiar mixture of sympathy and resignation, wondering what it must be like to never know whether people sought your company or merely your title and fortune.
She was turning to suggest to Mrs.
Weatherbe that they repair to the refreshment room when she felt the weight of observation and looked up instinctively to find the Duke of Ashbourne gazing directly at her across the expanse of polished floor and swirling dancers, his gray eyes unmistakable even at this distance.
Her breath caught in surprise, certain she must be mistaken, but he inclined his head in clear acknowledgement, and before Megan could process the implications of this public recognition, he was excusing himself from the cluster of debutants, and moving toward her with deliberate purpose.
Panic and exhilaration wared in her chest as whispers erupted around the ballroom like wildfire, heads turning to follow his progress, and then he was standing before her, bowing with the same formal grace he had displayed that morning.
“Miss Robinson, I trust your mayor suffered no lasting distress from this morning’s excitement,” he said, his voice carrying clearly enough that those nearby could hear every word.
Megan’s mind raced, aware that every syllable of this exchange would be dissected and analyzed before the evening concluded.
She has quite recovered your grace.
Thank you for your concern,” Megan replied, proud that her voice emerged steady despite her racing heart.
I confess I find equestrian pursuits far more agreeable than social assemblies, though I suppose one cannot spend every hour on horseback, no, no matter how appealing the prospect, she had not meant to be so forthright, the words escaping before propriety could censor them, and she braced herself for his polite withdrawal, but instead something remarkable happened.
The Duke of Ashbourne smiled, not the practiced social expression she had seen him offer the debutants, but a genuine smile that transformed his stern features entirely and reached his eyes with unmistakable warmth.
I find myself in complete agreement, Miss Robinson, he said, and there was amusement in his tone that felt like shared conspiracy.
One can dress a ballroom in silk and call it civilization, but it remains a rather elaborate form of marketplace, does it not?
His cander shocked her into a startled laugh, quickly suppressed, and she saw answering humor in his expression as he continued.
I wonder if you might do me the honor of walking with me tomorrow morning in Hyde Park, at whatever hour you typically ride.
I should be most interested to hear your thoughts on matters equestrian without the distractions of society’s theater.
Megan stared at him, certain she had misheard, but his expression remained steady and expectant, and around them she could feel the weight of scandalized fascination.
Heather’s face across the room, a study in bewildered alarm.
“Yes,” she heard herself say, her heart beating wildly against her stays.
“I should like that very much your grace.” Megan arrived at Hyde Park as the first pale gold light of dawn touched the treetops.
the air cool and clean with that peculiar clarity that belongs only to early morning before the city fully wakes.
And she urged her mayor forward along the familiar paths with a sense of liberation that no ballroom could ever provide.
Here, with dew still clinging to the grass, and bird song replacing the artificial chatter of society, she could breathe fully and feel like herself, rather than the disappointing spinster her world had labeled her, and the steady rhythm of hoof beatats beneath her became a kind of meditation that quieted all the anxious questions Heather had peppered her with over breakfast.
“What could the Duke possibly want with you, Megan?
Do be careful not to presume too much.
It was likely mere politeness, and you must not read significance into simple courtesy.
But Megan had seen something in his eyes last night that transcended mere politeness, a recognition that felt like being seen for the first time in years, and whether it led anywhere beyond this morning’s ride mattered less than the simple gift of being acknowledged as a person, rather than an inconvenient reminder of unfulfilled expectations.
She rounded the bend near the serpentine and saw him waiting beneath an ancient oak, his black stallion standing quiet as a statue, and the Duke himself turned at the sound of her approach with an expression that could only be called welcoming.
The formality of the ballroom fell away as naturally as leaves in autumn, and when she drew alongside him, he smiled with that same genuine warmth that had so surprised her the previous evening.
I wondered if you might reconsider in the cold light of morning, Miss Robinson, he said, his voice carrying a note of humor that transformed his austere features.
Society will have much to say about a young lady meeting a gentleman unshaperoned at such an hour.
Megan felt an answering smile tug at her lips despite herself, surprised by her own boldness, as she replied, “I rather think society has already said everything it intends to about me.
your grace and found me quite beyond redemption.
I see little point in constraining myself further for an audience that has already rendered its verdict.
He laughed then, a genuine sound of delight that seemed to startle him as much as it did her, and gestured toward the path ahead.
Shall we ride then?
And leave society to its pronouncements.
They moved forward together at an easy caner, the morning light strengthening around them and gilding everything with promise.
And Megan felt the last of her defensive guardedness begin to soften as he asked her about her mar’s breeding and training with the focused interest of someone who genuinely cared about the answer, rather than merely filling silence with acceptable conversation.
She found herself speaking freely about her late brother Tyler, who had taught her to ride, about the country estate where she had spent her childhood before her father’s finances forced them to let it go, about the particular joy of feeling a horse respond to guidance rather than compulsion, and the Duke listened with an attention that felt like a gift, occasionally asking questions that revealed his own deep understanding of equestrian matters, and his appreciation for the partnership between horse and rider that transcended mere mastery.
The conversation flowed between them with an ease that Megan had not experienced in years, perhaps ever.
And when the Duke remarked upon the particularly fine handling, her mayor demonstrated around a cluster of early morning nursemaids with pramms, Megan found herself emboldened by the genuine interest in his voice, to observe that speed was perhaps even more impressive than control, though she understood not all riders valued velocity over mere appearance.
The Duke raised an eyebrow at this, his expression shifting into something that might have been challenge or perhaps simple curiosity, and he asked whether she considered herself a judge of speed from observation alone or from experience.
Megan felt heat rise to her cheeks, but refused to retreat from her own assertion, replying with more confidence than she felt that she had been racing her brother through their country fields since she was 12 years old, and knew perfectly well the difference between a horse with genuine speed, and one that merely looked impressive, standing still.
Something flickered in the Duke’s gray eyes, then an intensity that made her suddenly aware of how alone they were on this path, how improper this entire encounter would appear to anyone who discovered it.
But he did not look scandalized or disapproving, instead leaning forward slightly in his saddle, with unmistakable interest.
I suspect your mayor has considerable speed when given her head, Miss Robinson, but I wonder whether she could match my midnight over a quarter mile.
It was not quite a challenge, not quite a boast, delivered in a tone that suggested he was testing something, though Megan could not imagine what, and she felt her competitive spirit rise within her chest like a bird taking flight.
that part of herself she had learned to suppress in drawing rooms and at dinner parties suddenly given permission to exist.
She met his gaze directly, her chin lifting in unconscious defiance of every lesson in feminine modesty she had ever received, and heard herself say with perfect clarity that she would be delighted to discover the answer to that question, if his grace was not concerned about the possibility of defeat at the hands of a mere spinster and an unfashionable mare.
The Duke went very still for a moment, and Megan wondered with sudden panic if she had overstepped catastrophically, if this fragile connection would shatter under the weight of her unseammly boldness.
But then he smiled, that transformative, genuine smile that made him look years younger and infinitely more approachable.
“Tomorrow morning then, Miss Robinson.
same hour and we shall settle this question of speed empirically,” he said, his voice carrying a warmth that seemed to wrap around her like sunlight.
From the oak tree to the far gate, a fair distance to prove the matter conclusively.
Megan felt her heart hammering against her ribs, exhilaration and terror waring within her, and she nodded her agreement before wisdom could intervene, already wondering what madness had possessed her to challenge a duke to a horse race, but unable to regret the spark of excitement that burned away the gray resignation she had carried for so long.
Megan returned to the Heartley Townhouse with her heart still racing and her mind spinning with the impossibility of what she had just agreed to.
A horse race with the Duke of Ashbourne at dawn tomorrow as though she was still a Hidenish girl racing through country fields rather than a 26-year-old spinster who should know better than to court scandal and ridicule.
She had barely removed her riding habit before Heather appeared in her doorway with an expression that promised interrogation, and Ellen braced herself for the inevitable sisterly concern that would sound remarkably like criticism dressed in solicitude.
You were gone a terribly long time this morning, Megan.
Heather began with that particular tone that indicated she had been rehearsing her speech while waiting.
I do hope you were not anywhere you might be observed behaving in a manner that could reflect poorly on our family.
Megan felt the familiar tightness in her chest that always accompanied these conversations, the weight of being perpetually disappointing simply by existing as herself.
But before she could formulate a sufficiently vague response, the truth spilled out almost defiantly.
I have agreed to race the Duke of Ashbourne tomorrow morning in Hyde Park from the oak tree to the far gate, and I intend to win.” The silence that followed was so complete that Megan could hear the mantle clock ticking in the drawing room below, and Heather’s face cycled through expressions of disbelief, horror, and something that might have been envy before settling on scandalized concern.
THE END
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