My sister used her husband’s death to get closer to my husband.
Pregnancy, Polyamory, and Parental Secrets
woke up this morning and felt like complete crap and didn’t want to get up. I went and got a pregnancy test and thank God I am not pregnant.
It was bittersweet because we have been trying to get pregnant for a while now and I never thought I’d be so glad to see I wasn’t pregnant.
A little while later I left the house to get groceries and when I opened my mailbox there was a letter in it from Lisa. After I got home I opened it and read it.
It said that she apologizes for how things turned out. She explained to me that she was very vulnerable after losing her husband.
After spending so much time with my husband she started to fall for him and she thought she wouldn’t ever love anyone else again. So when she realized she loved my husband she knew she couldn’t let him go.
No one else can fill the hole in her heart except him. Lisa promised they never physically did anything before that kiss I caught them in.
She went on to say she needs me in her life and that she hopes I can forgive her. I can’t write anymore about this right now. I might add in the rest later. I am a mess.
Rick also called me a little while ago. I didn’t pick up the phone so he texted me and told me that he still loves me and that we can find a way to work this out.
I don’t know what the f that means since he just left me for Lisa. Now I’m really confused because now that I’m not pregnant I want to be and I want my marriage to not be over even though I hate him for what he’s done to me.
Why would he text me that? Is he changing his mind? I am so confused. I wish these past few days never happened so there would be nothing wrong still.
I know I shouldn’t forgive him if he wants another chance but 10 years of marriage we were going to be parents. I am so confused and hurt. I can’t even think straight.
I talked to my mother again and she informed me that she has known about my sister having a thing for my husband for quite some time.
She didn’t want to tell me because she said she was trying to get my sister to give up the idea and she did not want me to be hurt.
She got my sister to agree to Let It Go a few months ago and never heard anything more about it so she thought it was over.
A few days has passed and I am ready to share some more information. In the letter Lisa apologized for her behavior but also went on to blame me.
She said that I flaunted my happiness in front of her with my husband. She wrote she couldn’t stand to see how happy we were and how he genuinely loved me and she had no one.
She also went on to say that my husband told her he never really loved me and that she was who he really wanted to be with. She asked me to not contact him.
She wants me to go through her if I want to say anything to him. She will bring over the divorce papers in a few weeks.
I have had a few days to process this information but the more I think about it the more confusing it seems to me. Then I got more information today. Lisa is pregnant. She says it’s Rick’s.
Rick called me as soon as he heard my father informed me. I picked up the phone only because I wanted to hear how he could lie to my face and tell me nothing happened between them before that kiss.
He told me that he was so sorry and he didn’t want it to happen this way that my father wasn’t supposed to tell me.
I started crying and asked him how he could get pregnant with Lisa when we were trying for a baby. Then he said something that stunned me so much my head is still spinning from it.
“Rick told me he could still get me pregnant if I wanted.”
“I screamed at him why the F would I want to be pregnant with his child when he is a piece of crap?”
He told me he wanted to be with both me and my sister and that he thinks he is polyamorous. I was so shocked that I started laughing.
After I stopped laughing he tried to say something else.
Then I heard Lisa enter the room and ask who he was on the phone with.
“He said nobody and hung up.”
A little later my sister texted me and told me she would bring over the divorce papers in a week and expected me to sign them on the spot as my husband is giving me everything.
She gave me a heads up that they are getting married next month. I am invited to the wedding if I agree to pretend like I was never even romantically involved with my husband.
I am literally at such a loss right now. Who the f is this man and where is the one I married?
Why the f after all this crap do I still want to be with him even though I know I can’t be? I just want the man I’ve been with for the past 10 years back.
I hate Lisa and no longer consider her my sister. She has ruined my entire life. But what do I do about my husband?
He just texted me right now saying he still wants to be with me loves me and wants a baby with me. Why is he doing this to me? Why am I even considering it?
